Are vaccines really as safe as we think?

This is not a study done by a team of scientists, it's just my voice of reason an logic! So what I say here is just my opinion not fact! 

I have questioned the integrity of vaccinations is it for $ or health reasons? My views changes from the point that they changed me after I received my 2yr MMR, despite my mother hesitation the medical professionals bullied her in to it. 

The next morning I woke up a different kid. 

Before I had the vaccine I was a chubby easygoing happy baby! My mom had her reservations about getting me the shot and even waited as long as she could. She told my dad she had a bad felling about it. 

She broke her stance and got me the shot. The next morning there was a noticeable difference in my demeanor. By the end of that week I had dropped 6 lbs, and that's a lot for a toddler! 

Who's to say it was from the actual vaccine, but that's the only thing that changed in my routine and my mothers gut feeling against it. That's evidence enough for me! 

Many people say that there is no strong evidence against the dangers of vaccines, but I think SIDS and autism are two strong evident factors of vaccinating. 

The reason I say evidence is because I haven't heard of a baby/child having either of these two conditions that are not vaccinated. 

For instance the Amish do not vaccinate their kids and I know and have been around a lot of Amish family's and I have not met one child with autism or died of SIDS. My friends family's that have vaccinations I know 5 family's with autistic children and yes all of them were vaccinated.  

I think SIDS is a made up poor excuse to avoid taking blame on the vaccine and medical field for injecting your infant with poison. I am sorry but healthy babies do not just drop dead for no reason especially after receiving vaccines with in the week of diagnosis of SIDS. 

100's of hours of research lead me to this conclusion. I wonder often how many hours doctors spend researching non bias information on the treatment and meds they push on patients? Also how many doctors just blatantly ignore medical ethics codes by bulling patients in to their personal opinions. I am not saying I am smarter than most doctors I am just saying I have done my own research, I am not just taking your word from the 1 page paper of "information" you gave me on why it's safe.